In all honesty...

Growing up...

Seems as if you're walking along and then all of a sudden you're stacked with different choices. Not just you though, but all your peers as well. This is basically the point where you stare up at the sky and just wonder "What's going on?"

It seems like a mess, check this, you splatter paint onto the wall and all you see is arms branching out and total chaos in every direction. Is this the point we've reached? It seems as though everyone around me is making more and more different decisions and at the point where a path ends two more paths begin. Some of us don't walk together anymore, we've chosen our ways and now it's time to walk our paths.

It's a condescending feeling really, thinking about it you really don't know who's still going to be around in a years time. On the contrary, you don't know who's going to be with you in a year's time. Really seperate paths in opposite directions only make the distance greater.

But honestly, I have trouble letting go sometimes. When I think about it, I always enjoyed keeping the best memories closest to heart. Friends may come and go, but at least the memories you share will be there forever. Ties are so hard to break sometimes, just because, none of the pieces fit anymore. Catch my drift? Just the dominant thought of changes and then seperate paths it just gets to a point where it seems like it's just not worth holding onto anymore. Or fighting to keep in touch making sure that "best friends forever" really means best friends forever. (as corny as that sounds)

I really don't want to let go, honestly. But I don't want these types of things to bother me anymore. It's holding me back, just the thought of it.

No more holding on. No more fighting.

Just progress... please.