Thanks

So I haven't written in this in awhile. I guess I've just been really lazy lately. I don't know what's happend to me, I used to be so...awake. Now I sleep whenever I get a chance.

It's so weird, I used to be so "gung ho" about school. I used to be so into the potential that I have, I really put myself in the position "for glory". I thought I was going to be great, I could've done anything and everything I ever applied myself to. I still do believe these things it's just that.... I've succumb to an overwhelming lazy state. I haven't been this lazy, ever. I mean like I said before, I sleep whenever I get a chance. I avoid work as much as possible. I still do get things done , I just get them done at the procrastinators pace. I don't know what's come over me or where I became so uninspired or so unmotivated. The feeling sucks really, there isn't much to be proud of. I mean through all the mediocre grades and barely studying anything at all. I feel like I'm going nowhere. I feel like I'm not applying 130% of myself like I used to. It really sucks.

I feel so... idle.