How unlikely and uncommon. How does one escape the drag of a Monday? I woke up today at 7:11 this morning and rolled around in bed until 7:46. I catch the bus at 7:55 so that I'm on time for my 8:30 Enviro. Geo. Lab. I couldn't make it though so I had to wait for the 8:12 bus, thus making me arrive at my lab at 8:38...2 minutes before the first day of Enviro. Geo. Lab ends. Talk about close calls.
I was hoping to catch the 7:55 bus this morning, but I have a serious case of the lazies, Aka Sloth. Yes like always, my never ending relationship with this woman will most likely never cease to exist. Like mentioned before, it's a love/hate thing that no one likes to be intertwined with (but you know to our misfortune, we all are). I mean yeah I did wake up at 7:11 this morning, but it felt so good just to lay in her arms for the 35 minutes that I did. She's so inviting, warm, loving, and always there when I need her. That's also the problem, She's always there! Sometimes things need to happen and things need to get done. I can't have her get in the way all the time. What a constant reminder on how the best things are probably the most worst for you (as far as your well being goes). But you know, sometimes I just have to get over it, get over "her", get over myself, and "carpe diem".
Hah, "carpe diem", I'm not usually the one who lives by quotes (or at least I don't like to listen to them). I mean it kind of bothers me to live by someone else's words. Even if they are very true and... very true. I don't know, it feels like an itch that you can't scratch, I mean it bothers me but there's not much I can do about it only because it's all true. Maybe it's my way of trying to be myself I guess (or even trying to prevent something or something? eh...). On the other hand, I probably won't learn anything if I don't stay open minded and learn what I can by others. Cause' at the same time, I still believe everyone has something to contribute.
Contradictions Contradictions... I'll never win this game.
Oh yeah, more brilliant idea's below
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
This comment has been removed by the author.
ReplyDeleteYou're sleeping with Sloth, too?!
ReplyDeleteThat ho lied to me.
Anyway, I'm having trouble with that whole open-mindedness mentality, too. Sometimes I find myself being too flexible when the situation demands that I be assertive--even stubborn. Being too compassionate can mean the downfall of people in power--judges, CEOs, political leaders--where one's success is contingent on strong decisions, decisions that won't please all parties involved. On the other hand, being too stubborn means losing all your friends.
Our life's circumstances are so vastly different. "Good" advice doesn't always solve a problem nor does always "reckless behavior" end poorly. It's a question of efficiency and balance. What works and what doesn't?
And if what you believed doesn't work, do you care enough to change?
hmm... that video was interesting..
ReplyDeleteDISTURBIA!