Aesthetic

I really haven't written lately, probably cause I'm lazy. There's class tomorrow, I always pick the worst times to do this.

Anyway,

I haven't had much time to contemplate life. I remember when I just used to sit here and think, about life. Why? Cause there's nothing else to think about. You're mind just tends to wander yanno? I don't do that anymore, and it's probably due to the fact that I'm trying to get out there and just experience everything.

Apparently, this is what happens when you start to experience more of life instead of sitting there trying to evaluate and make reasons for anything that needs a reason. I mean, it does make sense though, you won't find your reasons unless you find out for yourself what the experience is like. It sounds easy, but it's not THAT easy.

That's why I dropped my quests to find reasons for everything that needs a reason. Well, I might as well drop all the other quests, because there's no point. It's like trying to get a date. Every time you fail you're only going to feel bad about yourself and tell yourself horrible things about yourself that probably aren't true. You're only hurting yourself. See there's no point in hurting yourself because of the obvious. It stops you from smiling. It stops you from laughing. It makes you cry. There's no point, because it stops you from enjoying what life truly has to offer. Life does not suck, It's the way we carry ourselves that make it or break it.

If you ask me about the dating game now:
As far as I'm concerned, I KNOW I'm not Brad Pitt, but I also know that I'm not hopeless.

Learn by experience and have fun doing it. I guess it's just a matter of keeping life to the minimum of just having good times with good people. In the end you just end up seeing a lot of beautiful things.

Thank GOD, I know and love a lot of good people.