Wednesday, June 3, 2009

One Year

Saviour King - Hillsong United
From the Inside Out - Hillsong United

So in a year's length...

I took SE
I took LSS
I auxied 2 SE's
I auxied an LSS
I facilitated a YE
I bought a guitar
I picked up my trumpet again
I started writing again
I made an attempt to write a song
I went vegetarian for 59 days (WEAK)
I want to go back to being a vegetarian.
I discovered my love for fruits
I discovered peaches are one of God's greatest creations
I coordinated a skit for China Nite
I stepped outside of my comfort zone
I've laughed my hardest
I got over my fear of meeting strangers
I've put myself in situations where I didn't know anyone...only to walk away with a good number of new friends.
I'm going to see Hillsong United this friday.
I transferred schools
I made magna cum laude status
I lost magna cum laude status
I've made it a point to be magna cum laude by the time I graduate.
I couldn't be happier with my choice of major
I started to work with my prof. in his lab
I found that the girls should just try and find me
I fell in love, with CHEMISTRY.

In reality... I'm just trying to have a good time.

Err, hmm...

So I just realized that this was pretty much a random date to be posting something like this up. I guess I was just thinking about the past 12 months since I took SE and just see what I've done with myself since then. You know looking at this list, I don't feel like the loser that I usually feel like (at least when I'm sitting around doing nothing).

I work hard but it never feels like work. That's probably why it feels like I'm not doing anything with my life 24/7. I always viewed myself as one of those characters who couldn't tell the difference between work and play. I'm even starting to believe that at some point they fused together. You know that's a really nice blessing. God made me a hard worker, but bottom line is, it doesn't feel like work. I remember I went to an early mass a couple weeks ago. The priests homily was about work and he talked about how you should love what your doing. I remember I couldn't help but smile throughout the whole homily only because I kept thinking "THAT IS SO ME". I guess it's true, not everyone says that they love their major/job/work/school. It's nice not having to feel like you do something that you hate everyday. I just kinda hope that it stays this way. I don't know what I'd do if I ended up with a job that I hate.

I'm really happy with what I'm doing. It just feels so right you know?

So, unlike a year ago. I remain hopeful and happy. Before a year ago, I wanted to do great things. I still feel that way. I'm more ambitious than ever and I have more support than ever. Nothing can stop me.

2 comments:

  1. you dont know how jealous i am of this post. forreal forreal.

    but that doesnt mean i'm not proud/happy/excited for you!!!

    kkrdntr

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